On whose shoulder should I cry if not my mother? Heck, I won't cry anyway.
It was one day after I struggled with my difficulty to sleep and found myself woke up at 4 PM. I checked my phone and realized that it was a missed-call from my mom. I called her back, and had a conversation with her.
You know something? Don't ever talk to your mom when you feel like crying, because mothers have the ability to make their daughters and sons to weep more - while your dad have the ability to make you feel like a freaking idiot.
Right after I said 'hello' to my mom, she jumped straight to questions. "Hey baby, are you ok?" She asked. My eyes gone wet.
"Umm yeah, I'm okay", I answered, trying to cover up my voice.
"How's your studies? Did anyone pressure you? When are you coming back?"
"My studies are great. My new classmates are cool people, and yeah, life in here wouldn't have been better. I'll come back when my assignments are finished."
"Calms me up when I hear that. Do your best, okay? Don't let anyone let you down."
From that moment, I felt that my voice had betrayed me. Tears are already rolling. Every breath I take will let everyone know that I'm crying.
My mom have just gave me a reason to cry. A reason to reach out for love and protection.
I wanna go home.
15 comments:
Don't worry bro.
We're all (well, some of us) here (not directly with you) for ya!
If there' some pip-squeak dare to get on your nerves, just call me, i'll bring an army to your hostel and make that guy beg for his puny limbs (not to be ripped off). ):<
And (if there's any), just ignore any negative comments. Guys who cry are romantic gents, we don't get guys like you nowadays ~_^
Take care bro
ahaha. thanks a lot man! you really made my day.
yeah baby! lets 'rip off their limbs' like how we do it back in the days. lol
im romantic?? hear that girls?? hahahaha
thanks for sharing. =)
Hello bro chan.. Why you said or make your comment like this "Ah..... To hell with Chan"?
Do u really want to pray to go to the hell?
Please la.. We dont know before with die, or at the time we die, Allah give us hidayah or his blessing to us to say kalimah syahadah "asyhadu alla ila ha illallah, muhammadurrasulullah" no one knows..
If we non-muslim at all also, dont pray to be end in the bad places. Remember that.
Haha.. I'm sory for the broken n spoiling english.. Kui3..
ahahaha. thx for d advice.
'to hell with' means 'karenah yg tdk perlu dilayan' in BM.
this phrase does not mean it literally. it's an idiom.
anyway, u hv made a good point, people regardless of any religion shouldn't pray that they should 'go to Hell'.
instead, they should pray for, 'please give me the Light of Truth'.
Owh.. that what u mean.. hohoho.. sorry2.. i dont know that idiom.. kui3..
Kan dah malu.. hehe..
I'm forgot that there is meanings for a word..
nah, it's ok. i learn a new thing from your comments too, y'know?
i called it 'the accuracy of prayers'.
=)
Apahal sedih sedih ni, raya pun dah dekat apa, nanti gua kurier ketupat dan kuah lodeh amacam!
hahahaha, style ar! minx duit raya skali boleh?? =p
da xsedih sgt dah. =)
haha!
cuti nti ingatkan aku
kte makan ramai2 kt mana2, it's on me. huhuh tu la duit raya mu nanti :P
Dont cry old baby.. ngeh3..
U are in malaysia now.. Not in afrika..
kui3..
KPD HAFIZUDDIN: hahahha, biar btol siot!!!! wokey2, mesti ingatkan la, leh mkn free doe. ko xkn la xblik kampung kowt?
KDP AMINMENULIS: huhu, old baby..? hahaha, baru aku teringat yg aku kat malaysia. da xnangis da lps tu. =p
balik la doe.xkn xde cuti sem kowt??kah3.guna la kesempatan tu,cet.
xbalik kampong best gak.leh ak duk rumah men xbox 360 membe ak bg pinjam.khakhakha
:P
ahaha. gle ar. org sibuk beraya ko lak main XBox kat umah.
camtu la perangai remaja zaman sekarang.. hahaha.
=P
im about to cry when reading this entry .
wow. hahaha. it seems that i have talent to make people cry. =p
well, don't cry. life's beautiful. =)
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